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-I AM-

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An aQuarian . travelling sets me free . reading and writing are my passion . so is language . music and TV are my soul support . i dream... alot . but the beckon of reality holds me firm . i want to embark on a journey around the world . join me.

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* Endless Supply of Love
* Endless Supply of $$$
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Saturday, May 13, 2006

I'm tired. I truly am. I'm tired of everything. Why muz I take care of the feelings of everybody ard me? Then who is to take care of MY feelings?
I'm tired of trying to pretend that everything is alright when everything juz really isn't.
I'm tired of trying to be brave and strong... when I'm actually crying for help in my heart.
I'm tired of having to take care of everybody's feelings... when nobody is there to take care of mine's.
I'm tired of holding back my tears(cos I'm not supposed to cry)... when they are flooding in my heart.
I'm tired... can the world juz let go of me for a day? Can it stop pulling me by my feet and drag me through every-day events when I juz want to stop and wallow in my own self-pitiness? I know no one likes to deal with somebody who keeps feeling sorry for themseleves. But sometimes, wallowing in ur self-pitiness is a way of healing. At least it is so for me.


JAC.jac

- 12:56 AM