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-I AM-

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An aQuarian . travelling sets me free . reading and writing are my passion . so is language . music and TV are my soul support . i dream... alot . but the beckon of reality holds me firm . i want to embark on a journey around the world . join me.

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* more & more clothes!
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* Endless Supply of Happiness
* Endless Supply of Love
* Endless Supply of $$$
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

Maybe I shouldn't be blogging now, this moment. Not exactly in the correct mood. But ya, need to blabber.

The day started well... Had lunch at Carl's Jr. I wouldn't say it's really that fantastic as everybody said it was. Maybe I wasn't a fan of fast food anymore. Or maybe I didn't get to try the Chilli Buffaloe fries (or wadever it's called) as strongly recommended by Elinn. So maybe that's why.

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Anyways... I still enjoy decorating the burger.

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That was when I'm still in the mood.

I realized the below 2 points today:
(i) I'm getting so used to doing things alone now maybe I shld worry abt it.
It's like I'm so used to the idea of going everywhere myself. Yes, some company might be good at times... but recently I find it not to be so. Like tt day I was waiting for my fren... and I thought she would be late... so I took the chance to shop ard and I enjoyed it. When she comes, she's like not in the mood... and it affected me. Shopping alone is my new fave hobby. I dun have to wait for anyone to arrive. Don't have to becos of their sudden mood change, affect my mood also. Don't have to becos they dun want to wait when I want to browse, I have to hurry out the shop when I really want to buy something. Yes, I've decided, doing things alone is my new fave now. Maybe I shld worry abt tt... Cos I'm getting so comfortable behind the wall I've built for myself that I don't feel like coming out anymore. Worse thing is... I'm shutting out everybody.
(ii) I've decided I'll never leave house w/o my ipod ever again.
It's true. I never will. I didn't realise before the reason why I always pluck music into my ears whenever I go out. Other than to kill boredom, it's becos I want to shut out unnecessary noise. Like juz now, when I'm on the bus, this group of guys... they keep yakking abt the game their playing (in the ah beng tone). So loudly, then they move on to talk abt girls and how they think they'll be the most yandao in their CCA group shld they join... keep using the word "song bo", "wah heng ah", dunno wad else... I feel so sad for myself that I have to go through the journey listening to them and I miss my ipod so.

Enough said. realized I'm blabbering too much and am missing my point alrd.


JAC.jac

- 11:36 PM