so kiss me and smile for me

no particular reason for this post.. just feel like writing something and since i've no muse to start anything creative, i shall enter a blog entry.

finally went to watch a movie after thousands of years.. i even forgot wad was the last movie i caught. (since kbox and shopping interest me so much more nowadays.) or perhaps it's the i-dun-like-to-be-confined-into-a-seat-for-more-than-an-hour mindset that i dun seem to fancy watching a movie anymore. same apply for cny when u have to visit all those relatives.. and the "kids" job is done after the angpows are handed over. and u'll have to sit and listen to the adults talking about their lives and health and money and wad nots.

anyway, i watch the movie cos of sam-ge.. haha.. before i change my mind, i purchased the tix. the movie was not bad.. when francis ng held the gun, he looked charming and hence, wen says i have a liking for ppl who kills.. which i shall not agree with the fetish that i am linked to.. haha.. i merely like guys who are confident and smart what.

and for projects, i totally went all the way out, trying to sneak pictures of retail stores.. their layouts and how they serve customers. i totally feel like asking them to pose for me to take a pic instead of sneaking around. but i know isn't possible.. anyways.. yeah.. like wen says, it's cheap thrills. can feel the "excitement" of snapping a pic hurriedly and trying to act sane and walk away from suspicious shopkeepers.. & for why do i have to do this? sigh.

& i finally came to realise.. people always say that 失而复得的东西是最宝贵的.. but i beg to differ.. to me, i feel that 失而复得的东西有可能根本不是你想要的.
how many times have we hope and pray for something to come back to us that we hold on to it so stubbornly; refusing to let go. But have we thought about it? When it comes back to us, will it really be like the same as before? will the deep feelings still remain as when we've left it? i think so not.

conclusion: it is a pity to loose something and yes you can grieve about it. grieving over something can be pictured as beautiful.. but don't hold on to it forever and let things/people who really means to you slip pass you.

(:

somehow, if you weren't there for me, don't ever expect me to be there for you. i may be there for you if i feel like to. but don't feel like i owe you anything.

JAC.jac

- 11:32 PM