so kiss me and smile for me

what a long, long day. it was my first go, hands-on, doing a full scale event. & boy was it tiring. i had expected all of the work and energy to be placed into it, but doing it in actual is a very different experience altogether.

but then again, i wasn't all that taken aback and totally unprepared cos ultimately, i came from St John's! it was exactly like how it used to be when we have camps and all, except today, i'm giving full scale instructions.

it was also the first time after soooo many years that i actually had to shift boxes and cartons, run about (and the distances are really damn far), pack up, clean up etc. haven't done that at all after st john's man.

maybe it's all the former training, so i dun really feel that tedious when i'm doing it. was really wondering wad would happen if i'm the protected rose in the greenhouse.. can't shift anything, shriek at every single speck of dust.. i'll probably be stopping the whole world from moving.

nevertheless, my back is at breaking point. really ah.. if not for my young age, i think really cannot make it. have to exercise more, lift more weights!

& today, i really see H.K in a different light. he was like so willing to carry all the heavy stuff for us, mend the racks that broke, serve drinks etc. that proves that he isn't those who only yell orders at you and leave you to die. yeah lah, ok lah, he really isn't that bad after all. i can see he is trying to make an effort to change too. hah

on a side note, there was a weighing machine at the club and i took my weight, well, it maintained and i was quite delighted considering the serious amount of food i consume these days.

thank God for no work tomorrow!

JAC.jac

- 11:04 PM