so kiss me and smile for me

i'm seriously jinxed. i should just stay at home and cry.

one, i forgot the pin number to my atm card and actually only remembered on the 4th try to get the "sorry, your card has been detained by the bank due to misusage. please comtact the bank for more information." then i had to go all the way (cos there weren't any OCBC banks ard my work area) to make a new card - paying $5 for being absent-minded.

two, my money got stolen today. second time since years back. i seriously forgot how much was inside. but defo less than 50 bucks la. but u know.. i rather spend the money buying a top than letting it get stolen. wad an idiot that whoever shit face is. like my manager's bag and whoever the lot's bags are inside. why steal from miserable me? :(

on another different topic, i wonder if i'm really too oblivious to my surroundings/people - especially when it comes to relationships. i mean i do have feelings la. but i juz am immune to clues. i'm juz a very straightforward person ok. if u have wad u want to say, juz say it. don't hint me and leave me to guess. i'll probably never guess it or maybe i will but will tell myself i'm juz thinking too much.

or maybe i'm juz dumb la. i feel myself getting more and more stupid these days. sigh.

i shall probably go to bed now. have a drop too many just now. almost got high during the mid of my event la. hahahaha...

JAC.jac

- 11:52 PM