so kiss me and smile for me

just suddenly got addicted to this song. i know it's an old song but just suddenly la. haha.. this song a bit too sad also.. maybe suits my mood. i'm not really that sad, but sad enough.. haha

i'm more vexed than sad actually. problems are still there.. still unsolved. but at least i've taken the first step out to solve them. well ok.. the 1st time isn't that bad after all. passed the 1st hurdle smoothly. had a talk with kitty (a long, long talk) and went for my initial checkup.

work-wise, i really don't know. but seems like every other company i go to interview for.. i always take it to compare with this current company. i like this company so much that it alrd feels like a 2nd "home" to me. the only bad thing is the job description. well.. there're always a good and bad side to things right? i've decided, though i dun really have much confidence to speak for wad i want. i hope with all my heart that it'll work... but i dunno.

as if things aren't complicated/vexing enough. i feel like i've fallen into a dangerous trap. i know that everything spells danger but i am still curious to find out. i've stepped into a trap similar to this before. but i still want to try this one out. and i was thinking.... ..... just thinking.... "maybe i can take a look, stay there for a while and i can easily come back out right?" .... just maybe.

JAC.jac

- 11:50 PM