so kiss me and smile for me

nobody ever said that beginnings would be easy. the start of something is always hard. when strangers meet, they decide if they can trust in one another enough. when you're handed a difficult task, you are unsure of how to begin. when you're in a new environment, you try to figure out a way for yourself; to fit in.

none of it is ever easy. i have to admit that though my beginnings are never smooth-sailing, i'm glad that there're always people by my side who are willing to help and comfort me. i am proud that i have these people by my side.

life has certainly taken its toll on me. i'm tired and i need my very, very, very much needed break. i need to have fun again. i need to break away.

i yearn for the day when i leave it all behind. i feel stagnant here. there are no more exciting vibes left for me in this city. the people i meet all seems the same, there are only these many places for me to go, these many things for me to do.

i need some adventures. i'll patiently wait for the day where i finally let go of things here and take flight. after all, good things are certainly worth waiting for.. ain't it?

JAC.jac

- 10:59 PM