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Sunday, July 15, 2007

the past pressure is back to haunt me again. i must have forgotten what it is like to work under kitty to ask for the transfer. i am suffering from all sorts of unknown pressure... merely from his speed of working and temperaments.

i feel like i'm suffocating from the absurd pressure i get from him. though he doesn't "appear" to have given me any. of maybe it's my sheer lack of confidence. and i thought that i have alrd accustomed to it. seems like i have a long, long way to go.

i am definitely dreading tomorrow. i do not know why. feels like i'll be dead sooner or later.

and seems like i've never stop questioning... am i still a fighter or a quitter? can i choose to quit? or i shld really give my best to stay a fighter?

SIGH.


JAC.jac

- 8:10 PM