so kiss me and smile for me

i wish the floor would swallow me up when i realised what i did today.

i wish i could be smarter. how could i not have anticipated what is to come?

i wish i could be more careful. why must i always let him catch my silly little mistakes?

i wish i could just let it go and stop berating myself.

i wish i have the strength to continue fighting. cos at this moment, i feel like giving up. really.

i wish i could cry instead of bottling everything up. but my tears have run dry.

i wish i could use my brains more cos seriously, whenever he says something, he makes me feel as if i really can't freaking use my brains to think. like duh, so easy. can you use ur brains before you start doing anything????

i just wish i am not me.

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don't give up on your love
Stumble and fall
Its the heart of it all
When you fall down down
Just try again

i wish i could do that.

JAC.jac

- 10:14 PM