so kiss me and smile for me

i was dinnering with my lady boss and another colleague and they were talking about how jaded they feel in their own lives. it suddenly dawned on me how simple i am.. or rather how simple my situation is.. really. if being an adult is like them - then i would rather not be one. but then again, who can escape it.

i guess it's good in some sense i always give people the "tell me everything" look.. so far, i got to know wad kind of lives are being led by her, my manager and some other colleagues. it really gives me a glimpse of how "adult" life is like.. i'm looking forward to the process of growing up.. but definitely not the result.

i hope i can survive this world with the principles and pride i instill in myself. i wonder how other colleagues will think of me - i mix around with kitty's gang and my lady boss' gang so well. not that i care.. but i feel that i'm really treating them truthfully. well but u never know what ppl thinks or even how ppl from the 2 groups think..

ahhh.. sod it. it's too tiring trying to plan and plot against everybody.. as long as i can live without guilt. today is a VERY unproductive day - i hope tomorrow will be better! :D

My Song of the moment - :D
Know all about
About your reputation
And how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are

You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it anymore
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much

Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong

Might be a mistake
A mistake I'm making
But what you're giving I am happy to be taking
Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
They say you're something I should do without
They don’t know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain

Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong

I should try to run
But I just can't seem to
Cause every time I run you're the one I run to
Can't do without, what you do to me
I don't care if I'm in too deep

Know all about
About your reputation
And how its' bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are

You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it anymore
Oh I know I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much

Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong

JAC.jac

- 11:14 PM